Sometimes a girl doesn’t need anything more than your hand in hers, and your thumb gently tracing circles on the back of her hand.

 The essence of life is not being perfect, impressing people, or succeeding at everything. The essence of life is simply making mistakes and learning from them, surrounding yourself with people that love you when you're being yourself, and getting through the failures so that you can continue improving.

 

Everyone says love hurts, but that isn’t true. Loneliness hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that doesn’t hurt.


A few times in my life I've had moments of absolute clarity. When, for a few brief seconds, the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think. And things seem so sharp, and the world seems so fresh. I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I have lived for these moments. They pull me back to the present, and I realize that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be.

I was basically in love with this beautifully complex and crazy person who could see everything around her except for the thing that could actually help her. And I just thought of a sort of tormented, glasses-half-empty person who was in pain about a bunch of things that had happened to her in her life, and always wound up looking to the wrong places to find solace and to find help. And then when that was over, she would just be emptier than she was before. And I could just see her kind of sinking. And it was written out of frustration, it was written out of sadness, and from my perspective, a sense of wishing that she would turn to me, and to realize that I wanted to help her in ways that maybe she couldn't see as it being what she really needed. And she never did. So in the last chorus is really that chance that I had to say, 'Hey, look – enough. I love you. I can help you, but I don't mean anything to you at all.”

i don't think that you understand, like really comprehend this. i'm not over exaggerating, i'm not saying it just to say it, and i sure as hell am not lying. there isn't anyone else who has a chance right now because all i want is you. but i guess when i really think about it it always comes down to me and you. you have my whole heart. for better or for worse you are the one i have feelings for. and no other person could even measure up

It's so hard for me to get this down on paper. I've never felt this way about anything and I just wanted you to know that you're my everything and that's all I can really say.

The world is going to throw us a million reasons why this isn't gonna work out between us, but I'm armed with the one reason why it will - I love you.

And no matter what happens to us in the future, every day I've spent with you is the best day of my life.

The only reason I would kick you out of my bed would be to fuck you on the floor.

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long.

I like it when my fingers are entangled in yours and my head is on your chest...I'm listening to your heartbeat...it makes me feel safe, like at that moment absolutely nothing bad could ever touch me.

If you are depressed you are living in the past. If you are anxious you are living in the future. If you are at peace you are living in the present.

You've got the arms I want around me, the eyes I want to lose myself in, and the voice I could listen to forever.

Contrary to what the cynics say,
distance is not for the fearful,
it is for the bold. It's for those who are
willing to spend a lot of time alone in
exchange for a little time with the one they love.
It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it,
even if they don't see it nearly enough.

Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it.
It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is,
if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.

I just want to stare at your beautiful eyes and fall asleep in your arms.
Because I know that I'm always going to be happy with you.

For the first time in my life, I feel like I'm doing something right because when I look at him, it's there. In everything he does to me, it's there. I don't know what it is, but I know that it is there, and it's never going to leave.

June 11, 2007
"Erasing Those Memories"

Let me erase those memories
And feelings I once felt
so I can finally grow up
Let's pretend all that happened was a dream
Let's erase the thoughts that had me wanting to scream
I knew nothing between us could ever be right
It's sad to see you with the stuff
As I sit here, I'm sure you're in a fight
don't try to bluff
Everyone always tried to tell me something was wrong with you
But what did I do?
I didn't listen or believe them
but boy was I wrong
It's good to know you don't want me in your life
And I'm glad that you're finally gone

"My Dream Guy" June 8, 2007
Gorgeous brown eyes
long goodbyes
my friend
My love for you will never die
such nice dark hair
I always want to be there
Let me tell you
I truley do care
You call me miss queen of mean
but I only want to be that if you're king
my dreams are watching the sunrise with that one person
I want that person to be you
You're not someone who's compulsive with lies
My friend till the very end
But, I want to grow into so much more
My dream guy, I've never thought of anyone like that before
Just you and only you
We haven't really talked alot
but, once I saw you, you definitely had my attention caught
Any girl would be lucky to have you in her arms
I want that girl to be me
You've got me trapped with your sweet charm
As each day goes by, my love for you grows
After all the hints I pass
I wonder if you really know
how much I love your ...

(i didnt really know how to end it...

"What Am I Suppose to Do?" March 16, 2007
I cant believe how much you've changed you've told me so many lies
your the one to blame
I still feel like I never want to tell you bye
But, what I am I suppose to do in this situation?
I feel like I can't handle talking to you again
Now, you're doing something
I never thought you would be doing this
What am I suppose to do?
I don't like being so confused
I've been here thinking about it all day, hoping it wasn't true
Knowing you I'm sure there's no doubt you are
You must Love to learn the hard way, when you do learn I'm sure you'll look back on the scars
Me and you are both still young right now
I really wish I could help you out
but, I don't think I know how
Your life is already a mess
Just think of how bad it will be in a few years
Why?! I'll just have to guess
This was a fear, when it finally popped in my head I want you to stop please quit

"Apart" March 16, 2007
Me and you were getting pretty close
But, baby it just didn't work out
Never getting to see you was such a doubt
I just hoped I would never lose you
But. we're just so apart right now
I started to really love you
I don't know why or how
I'd love if there were more times we got to hang out but, with all this going on I just know we will never be able to
How did all this happen?
I wish I knew
You're still in my heart
You always will be
We're just so apart

"Meaningless" February 9, 2007
You told me lies
I tryed to get you to understand
but, I'm not going to try anymore
you lied
what'd you do that for?
My heart is meaningless to you like a piece of paper you tore
you stomped and beat it to the floor
you said yes when you really meant no
you said things that led me on
I'm finally letting go
remember my answer will be no

"Tell Me Why" November 22, 2006


Are you always going to be there for me?

Be there for me.

Can you believe how fast the time has gone?

Do you remember any of those moments I do?

Everywhere I go I think of you.

For you I'd do anything.

Give me your heart to keep for eternity.

Have you forgotten words you once said?

Is it that I act too in love with you...sorry can't help that.

Just incase you forgot I still like you.

Kuz I just do. Don't ask me why.

Loving you, it's hard not to, then again it is.

My love, or so I thought.

No, you lied your not my love.

Opposites attract? Apparently not.

Picture this...me and you.

Quietly I told you how I feel.

Ready to be fronted?

Still hope there? (I doubt it)

Tell me why you lied.

Usually I'd be over someone by now but, no not you.

Very much...that's how much.

Were you saying it to see what I'd say?

Xcuse me for telling the truth.

Zoom...and yet my heart is still racing for you.